tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-118070892011-11-30T18:08:06.317-10:00This is my blog about life. I just joined the many people who have had Gastric Bypass. I hope to share my experence and help others who are sitting on the fence or just want a real persons view point.Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.comBlogger1291100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-31666177844901702762009-09-10T03:06:00.002-10:002009-09-10T03:11:39.972-10:00

Well alot has changed since I last posted. Will came back to the mainland June 11, 2009. We moved to Alabama in July and he went to work at Ft. Benning Ga. I am still having a hard time finding us, but its getting better everyday. This journey has been a hard one and not one I want to repeat anytime soon. I still do not regret the surgery or the weightloss, my only regret is not coping with life

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-21678231964554048412009-04-26T06:59:00.002-10:002009-04-26T07:11:05.344-10:00

Well here I am almost 2 years out and life has changed so much. You know you can try and prepare yourself for life after weightloss but until you go through it you have no idea how much it can really change your life. I thought life would be grand once I got skinny. I have to say the opposite has happened. My marraige has taken a beating and I have hurt people I never want to hurt. I have blogged

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-77865007938325325842008-11-11T09:50:00.000-10:002008-11-11T10:00:22.473-10:00

Here are pictures from Will left 2 weeks ago

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Well it's a week away and then I fly to Texas. The kids and I are relocating. I am nervouse yet excited all at the same time. It's scarey starting all over. I havent heard from Will in almost a week and I am also a little nervous about that. I worry about him over in Iraq. Not to mention things between us have been a little strained and I am not sure if he is not calling because of that or

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Ok so Will's time is near for him to go back to Iraq and I am nearing my time to finally leave this island. Almost 5 years is plenty to be here. I will start off with my husbands visit home.I decided that the day he arrived I wasn't going to tell the kids, I would just surprise them. So after a hectic day of not knowing if he had made his flight or not and dealing with the MP's for 4 hours, some

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-39428725449842173712008-10-07T05:39:00.000-10:002008-10-07T05:41:56.134-10:00

Since I have worn a bikini but guess what? I am wearing one this year and even with the extra skin I look pretty good. Wanna see?

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I haven't blogged in awhile and I will fill you in on why. The depression is back. About a month ago I ran into drama with my neighbors, long story I don't want to get into. Needless to say I was ignored and put through a lot of stress I didn't need. The only friend I had left the island and I was once again left with no one to confide in or share my thoughts with so I found myself "Down" in the

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So I have noticed that lately I have become the person I want to be. For so many years I was so depressed that I just existed. I wasn't the mother I needed to be to my kids. I just did what I had to do to physicaly care for my kids. I was on anti depressants and whether they worked or not is debatable. Will has been gone to Iraq for 8 months. For 6 months now I have not been on my anti

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-1343798294843464482008-07-14T23:33:00.001-10:002008-07-14T23:37:34.556-10:00

Well a week from now I will be 1 year out and I am doing amazing. I am so happy I had this done. I have lost all my weight and am maintaining nicely, I am actualy still losing a pound here and there. No complaints from me thats for sure...so here is my 1 yr out pictures

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So we have just a few more months and Will is coming home for 2 weeks R&R. I am excited yet nervous. It's been so long since we have been around each other 24/7. I worry that we may find it hard to connect again. I mean I know we still love each other more then anything but being away from each other for almost a year is hard. I worry that he may not like the person I have become. I mean I don't

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-6222827863016974812008-06-27T08:41:00.000-10:002008-06-27T08:46:26.795-10:00

I am so glad today is friday. The kids have been out of school for 2 weeks and damn if I aint ready for them to go back already. We got up at 7:00 a.m., the boys and I and OMFG all they have done is argue over stupid shit. This is when I get stressed out, I actually think it's more like I have an axiety attack, I cant stand the bickering it drives me nuts. I dont want to take meds for it because

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-25008660531465245812008-06-19T12:02:00.000-10:002008-06-19T12:03:21.974-10:00

90As a 1930s wife, I amVery SuperiorTake the test!

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Ok so I am probably writing a total rant here so you can either ignore or read.I am the product of a teenage mother. My mom was 17 years old when I was born. She was 15 when she gave birth to her 1st child, my brother, whom died at birth. She married my father when she found out she was pregnant with him. Anyways life was not easy for either one of us. She struggled to support me ad herself often

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Will is in the process of re-enlisting. Guess where to? Korea? Ok so my girls who have military knowledge are freaking out...calm down and relax...its a command sponsored tour...we ALL get to go. You heard me, we all get to go, even Ziggy. So anyways he is re-enlisting for Korea. Its a 3 year tour I think and he gets stability the whole time we are there. I am actually excited about this. I love

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So lately I have really come out of my shell and become more social. After talking to Will about it yesterday I realize its because I am finally adjusting to him being away. Go figure it takes me 6 months to adjust. Anyways we have been on island for 4 years and I haven't really let myself make friends, which is unusual for me because every base we have been on I have had a few select people that

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-30630176125078350472008-06-09T09:58:00.001-10:002008-06-09T09:58:44.355-10:00

Y'all I have to tell you I have the best daughter ever. If you remember me ranting about Mother's Day I was upset because she didn't appreciate me, well ow I feel like a heal, but I have to share with y'all what she has gone and done. She babysat all weekend and boy did she rake in the money, Well she told me that she was going to spend the money on a suprise party for her best friends MOM's

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Ok last season I watched this show on lifetime. It's called Army Wives. It was funny because I was picking it apart, thats not how things are, Will would laugh at me. Of course it is a fictional show and can't be just like the REAL Army. Well tonight was the season premier and OMG I bawled like a baby. It hit so close to home on so many levels. As much as it's different that real life they do hit

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Through Thick and Thin #20 (May 2, 2003) The Top Ten Reasons why Weight Loss Surgery is NOT “the easy way out” 10. It's very expensive. Many health insurance companies don't pay for the surgery, and even when they do, co-payments and other costs add up quickly. Also, it can become very costly to constantly replenish wardrobes as the weight comes off. 9. Recovery can be very painful. Besides the

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Its so hard to believe that 12 years ago Will and I were preparing to become parents for the 1st time. I can remember putting up her crib and decoratig the nursery that she never slept in..hahaha. I can remember being so excited and scared. I was almost 24 years old yet looking back I was just a kid. It's amazing how fast 12 years come up on you. She was just the prettiest damn baby I had ever

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Ok as much as I bitch about the Army I really do like the life style.We always have a paycheck (well unless the army screws up and gives us no pay dues)A roof over our head, insurance and semi stability. So as you all know I was almost out of food, so I called our chaplain and he helped me get groceries. It was so amazing they had a check all ready and typed out to the commisary all I had to do

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Finally, I was able to connect with Will online lastnight. It had been a few days. He looks so damn sexy in his uniform I have to say, he was in his ACU bottoms and just his tan t-shirt. I must say my man is shaping up nicely. He was telling me about the raides he's been going on, he sounded so excited, so I asked him "You enjoy doing your job don't you?' His reply was "Yes! But the sad part is

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-62832399756523571672008-05-19T13:43:00.000-10:002008-05-19T13:45:46.442-10:00

My wonderful friend Rose makes the most beautiful stuff and she made me 2 shirts. I am posting pics, if anyone is interested she sells them and can make tons of designs just email me and I'll let her know your interested.

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In 5 days I will be 10 months post op. I have to say this has been a wild ride. I have had my ups and downs but I am making it, I am doing the best I can and so far its been working. I had a goal of weighing 115 pounds in my head, but reality has set in and I think at 125 pounds is perfect for me. I am in a size4 pants and a size small to medium in shirts. The only complaint I have is that my

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Well come to find out Will didnt just get offline, the computers went down so he was booted offline. So I guess I am not a shit after all, well not for that day anyways. I am sure I am still a shit. Things here have been a roller coaster ride of emotions. I am in a great mood one day and a shitty mood the next. Somedays the kids just get on my last nerve, as my grandma use to say, I never

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This afternoon has been hell in my house. Since the boys came home from school its went downhill. Jonathon feels the need to back talk, argue and in general just be a pain in the ass. Sammy is of course in his whining mode which is not unusual, but damn I feel like my head is going to explode. I am stressed beyond belief. I am having one of those days where I just want to run away.So Will gets on

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1st let me say thank you to all that has complimented me on my weightloss, I know the big question most of us have post op is what is my body going to look like after we lose the weight. I know that was a question I asked alot and I also like seeing people in these types of shots when they get close to goal because then you see the "Real" look. With clothes on you can hide the flaws. I will say

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Ok so here we go, I am baring all literally for y'all. Here is me today at 130 pounds and me the day of surgery at 230 pounds. I have come a long way thats for sure. Its amazing what a difference 100 pounds can make huh?

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I found my before shot Will took of me the day I left the hospital, I am in my bra and panties...I will have Ellisha take a bra and panties shot here in a few and do a comparison. There is a difference thats for sure

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Well the other car fell through so yesterday my friend and I were looking on Craigslist and I found a decent 1995 Buick Regal for $800.00. The guy brought it to me I drove it and bought it we had the title transfered and a mechanic look at it and all is good, so now I have a car.

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I am still gonna get a bike, may not be this payday but I am going to get one so the kids and I can go for rides together as a family, wish me luck, hell my ole kooch is hurting just thinking about it..lol. I need to get the exercise in some way or another right?

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Well my neighbor has a friend who has a car he is willing to sell me. It's a 2001 Grand Am. The funny thing is my most favorite car of all time was my 1999 Grand Am. We had it for 4 years before we sold it because Will went to Iraq and I didnt need 2 vehicles and the van was bigger. I loved my grand am and was sad to see it go...this one is 2 years newer then my old one, and get this he was

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Ok Will and I have been together for almost 14 years, we have lived together just as long (he was suppose to be a 1 night stand, he never went home) Anyways long story short, we just are not good with money, never have been never will be, probably. Anyways the year of 2007 were hard on our family finacialy, we made the mistake of moving off base and that cost us dearly. We got behind on our van

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So its been 9 months and 101 pounds later. I am happy with the weightloss, but I have to say just because they make our stomaches smaller doesnt mean they do anything for our heads, if we mindlessly ate before surgery, we can very easily fall into that routine of mindlessly grazing after surgery. While the kids and I were sick I lost the last lil bit of my weight, but since getting well I have

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-44837022938609774242008-04-01T22:15:00.000-10:002008-04-01T22:21:48.405-10:00

Ok so I am over myself and feel like the worlds worst mother, but I have figured it out. I am almost 100% certain I have PMDD. I get realy crazy right before I start my period and guess what low and behold I started my period yesterday. So I am pretty sure the overwhelming feelings I was having was due to that. I am going to schedule an appointment with my doctor.The bad thing is now everyone in

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Ok, 4 months he has been gone and 6 more before I see him again. He has been gone on a mission all week so I havent been able to talk to him. My problems lies here at home with my kids and my patience with or for them. They have been on spring break for 2 weeks and go back monday for my daughter and tuesday for my sons.I am serousely about to fucking crack. I want to run away and never come back.

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-54323936231542083342008-03-23T10:04:00.000-10:002008-03-23T10:06:55.639-10:00

So after not hearing from Will all day, I was pretty much in a depressed funk, not to mention payday was very tight this pay period so the easter bunny didnt get got, so tomorrow was destin to suck, well my sweet husband got online tonight and told me to go get the kids easter stuff...I said with what my looks...he said well you could your so beautiful....thats not the awww moment the awwww

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-39465676558863809412008-03-20T12:17:00.000-10:002008-03-20T12:19:39.860-10:00

So lastnight I was watching Tv and they were talking about how this was the 5th year anniversary of the start of the war. I kind of had a flash back to that day 5 years ago. Sammy was 8 months old, Ellisha was 6 and Bubba was 5. I had decided to move to Minnesota to be near my Mom, sister and Dad. I was sitting on the couch watching CNN and all of a sudden they start showing the bombings..The

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95 pounds lost in 8 months

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I cant believe it. I am 5 pounds away from losing 100 pounds, I am 5 pounds away from goal. I am 8 months out and never in a million years would I have thought I'd be this far so soon. It has been a journey to say the least. Its not always easy and its not always pretty but I have made it. I see my before pictures and cant believe I ever let myself get to that point. Will is definately gonna see

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-33399380456095221162008-02-21T16:59:00.001-10:002008-02-21T17:02:57.644-10:00

So mom has been here 2 weeks and things are going great, its nice to have someone around who has been there done that. Kids arent too sure what to think but hey they are realizing Momma didnt lie, Grammy can be mean...lol..Here is a video from todayMake an on-line slideshow at www.OneTrueMedia.com

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Mom and I had such a great day sight seeing. We are gonna do more tomorrow

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You know its amazing that when you are growing up, or at least for me, I thought I had it so hard, thought my parents were so mean, well my Mom anyways, but then you have kids of your own and you come to realize that really you have no idea how your parents put up with your ass without doing seriouse harm to you? Well I am in that mind frame right now, My mom is here and my daughter is trying my

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Well last I wrote I believe I updated on Will's therapy sessions being ordered, well low and behold they have held to their agreement, I am very surprised by this as we all know the Army does things on their own time and no one elses. Well anyways taxes came in Yippee Yeah!!!! So My mom is coming over here to Hawaii tomorrow. I am so excited, its been 4 years since I have seen her. We talk on the

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-30653101540550548812008-01-30T06:37:00.000-10:002008-01-30T06:44:47.534-10:00

Ok so we all know that they telll you when you start looking into this surgery that you can transfer addictions, and you always say oh no thats not going to be me. Well let me tell you, it can become you if you arent careful. I started with a glass of wine here or there and then hurt my back, so I took my muscle relaxers and pain meds. I found myself taking these more often then I thought I would

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Ok so they finally got Will in to see the therapist and they agreed he pprobably needs anger management, and stress classes, all Army related because honestly anyone who know my husband in the civilian world knows that he is the most layed back easy going person around. Do you think 7 deployments in 11 years could have anything to do with it? Maybe the 3 to Iraq in the past 5 could? Ummm I dunno

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-32384270456618708722008-01-24T10:30:00.000-10:002008-01-24T10:40:29.482-10:00

First off let me tell you, I am by no means bashing the whole Army, just my husbands fucked up unit. Will has been in the Army going on 11 years this coming May. In these 11 years we have had a decent life. We have had a roof over our head, medical and dental insurance and a steady paycheck. Now with that said here is my frustration and anger at my husbands unit.Will has been to Iraq 3 times in

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-84271543821718827962008-01-23T15:59:00.000-10:002008-01-23T16:03:13.651-10:00

Ok so here is the newere pics, i made a progress chart so yu can see where i came from

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Lately I have been listening to all the old country singers I grew up with, boy does that take me back. Its amazing how songs can just take you back to a time when you were so innocent. I am just loving living in my memories.

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Ok for those of you who have never struggled with your weight, or have been successful with diet and exercise you may not understand where we as WLS people have our struggles. Most of us are or were obese because of our addiction to food. I have struggled with my weight since I was 12 years old. For me growing up food was a luxery that we didnt always have alot of. I remember being about 10 or 11

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Ok so it is pretty dang close to my 6 month surgiversary. I have lost 80 pounds and seem to be maintaining where I am, thats ok by me. I think I am at a good weight but according to the Medical world I am still over weight. I will continue to try and lose the last 30 pounds but if this is where my body wants to be so be it. Here is a new pic of me. I will post some better ones later when Lisha

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Well WIll has been gone almost exactly one month. The first few weeks were really hard. I kept expecting him to walk through the door. The plus side I lost 15 pounds this month he has been gone. I got a job waitressing at a BBQ place and I LOVE IT. I am so very out of shape though but this is good exercise. The tips are amazing and I am having fun. I am in a size 6 and just amazed by that fact.

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My sweet sammy christmas eve with his doggy

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Well tomorrow is the day that WIll leaves. It will be an early start to our day, he has to be at the company at 5:00 a.m. The kids arent going to school so I guess we'll come home and all go back to bed. I dont know how its going to go, its been such a long time since we have had to say good bye to him. We have never had to say good bye for such a long time. I am hoping to get a job while he is

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Well things here have changed a little. We moved from Ewa Beach back to Schofield. The kids and I are alot happier here. Will leaves for Iraq on friday so thats stressful. The weightloss has been going good, except this week I have gained 3 pounds. I know its all the stress and all the carbs I have been eating. On the plus side I am at 160 pounds, havent seen that since 1990 so its a great

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Well I am now down to 171. I cant believe it. Before surgery I never could get under 180 and now here I am almost under 170. This has been an amazing journey. There are so many times I have thought I would just die obese. I was 34 years old with high blood pressure and diabetes. My dad passed away when I was 19 he was only 39 years old, he had a stroke due to high blood pressure. I was on the

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We are moving. Yep once again we will be moving to Schofield. The electric bill here is killing us. I feel like we are drowning in debt and really its just the dang electric bill. We got a house on Schofield and we start moving Nov 2nd. The kids are excited to be back with their friends and I am excited to be where I wont have to struggle with the bills. Will leaves for Iraq the beginning of next

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Ok so I have a lot to update on. 1st Will is coming home on the 10th woohoo. 2nd Jazmin will be going back to her dad between the 4th and the 8th another woohoo. As much as I love that little girl I will gladly hand her back over to her Daddy.Onto the weightloss. I have lost 51 pounds in 9 weeks. I am fitting into sizes I never expected this early out and my boobs have shrunk...Yippee. I went

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Ok so today is a better day. I went to the doctor yesterday and he gave me a prescription for ambien because he thinks alot of my issues is because I am not sleeping, he also upped my dose of Lexapro. Looks like I will be on anti-depressants for the rest of my life. I just cant deal with life without them. The weightloss is going AMAZING. I am averaging a 1-2 pound loss daily. I am now down 47

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This is a total rant so if you dont want to read alot of depressing shit turn back now.I hate it here. Its so fucking expensive to live on the freakin Island, Rent is 2000.00 for a shit hole of a house. Its infested with milipedes, cinapedes and cockroaches, not the tiny small cockroaches but the giant flying ones. Electricity is insane. I have to either sit in a hot house or pay a 600 dollar

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I am in such a bitchy mood today. Why I have no idea, I slept for 10 hours finally after not sleeping at all lately. Had a great night lastnight went to a potluck saw bunches of people I hadnt seen in months, got complimented on my weightloss left and right. Got up this morning and lost another pound, so why am I so cranky? I have no idea but its probably best if I stay away from the human race

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I really think I should be one of those people who works the night shift. I am exhausted all through the day and would much rather sleep during it then at night. At night I have the energy from hell and have no trouble staying awaking doing things. I was like this before surgery too so I know its not that. Anyways I think once Jazmin goes back to her family I'll be a little more motivated during

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Ok so this weekend I went and got all my hair chopped off, I like it.I also treated myself to the movies all alone, it was great I saw The Brave One with Jodie Foster in it. Great Movie. I was proud I only bought a bottle of water and no snacks.Anyways there is alot going on right now in my life. 1st I am still at a stand still and its driving me nuts. I am exercising, getting all my protein and

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Ok so Monday will make 7 weeks ago that I had the surgery. I have lost a total of 41 pounds. I am extremely happy to have lost that huge amount of weight in such a short time but I am frustrated that for the past 3 weeks the scale hasnt moved. Mind you it took me 6 months to lose 50 pounds so this is a great feeling but its also so discouraging when the sclaes slides down everyday and then blam

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Ok so I am doing really good with thwe weightloss. I have lost 37 pounds in 5 weeks. I get my protein in most days although there have been a few where I only got in half.The only problem is the message board I go to there is a lady that had surgery a week before me and she hasnt lost as much as me. We weighed the same before surgery and she seems to get really depressed when I post my weightloss

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Ok so this blog is mostly to clear my conscince (SP) Today I got up at 4:00 a.m. to take Will to work so he could leave to Cali for NTC training. Well his flight got delayed so he got to come home until midnight, then he is suppose to leave for real. Anyways my temper and patience have been really short with the kids, especially Bubba and Sam. Sam because I cant stand the whining and crying when

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OK So at my 2 week check up I had lost a total of 25 pounds since the start of April. A few pounds was from the program before surgery but most of the rest has all happened post surgery. I have been at a stall for almost 2 weeks and am getting pretty freaked out about it. I have my 1 month post op on the 23rd and damn it I want some pounds gone before then.I do have to tell you though I have had

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Well tomorrow is my 2 week check up. I am pretty sure I am doing really well. I have lost 25 pounds since I came home from the hospital. This is getting easier each day and I think this was the best thing I ever did for myself. Of course I get a little impatient sometimes but I just have to remember I didnt get fat over night and I wont wake up skinny over night. Well thats about all

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Ok so when you get to feeling better let me give advice...dont over do it. I felt so good the otherday that I decided I'd clean my house and mop my floors, big mistake just because you feel good doesnt mean your insides are healed, so now here I sit with a burning pain in my belly, yep I pulled a muscle or something and it hurts like the dickens. Now I have taken 2 steps back because I cant do

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I woke up today and feel so good. I got up and went for a walk then came home and got the kids ready for school. Washed and folded all the laundry and cleaned my kitchen. I am so happy I did this. The pain is well worth the outcome. I have lost 11 pounds in almost a week. Do you know how long it would of taken me lose 11 pounds before? This is still hard work though because I struggle so hard

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Well this is the before picture, not as small as I look in clothing. Anyways surgery was Monday and all went well. I woke up in recovery having some issues with my pulse ox levels so I had to stay in there for 4 hours. They finally moved me to my room at around 6:00p.m. dont remember much about that except I was really sore. I slept off and on for the night then the next mroning they took out my

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Its finally here. The day I have been waiting for. I have to tell you I am on the nervous side. Not so much because I am scared more so because I dont know what its gonna feel like when I wake up. Anyways my best friend Sherri will be here in about an hour to sit with Sammy and then we are off. I have to be there at 8:00 a.m. and with traffic we need to leave an hour before. Anyways I will tell

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Our friend Matt brought Jazmin by to see us. Man how I missed her. I am ready to have her back again. She played with the kids and had a good time. I get her at the end of August and cant wait. Just had to share

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Well as all of you know on June 16th my sister in law Rosie was killed in a car wreck. She was hit by a 21 year old drunk driver head on and then side swiped by a semi. She was only 47 years old. She left behind 2 daughters and a son and 4 grandchildren. We left a week ago this past monday. The Military found a way to get us to the funeral at no cost to us. The trip over was uneventful except for

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Well this is short because we are literally leaving right now to head to the airport to fly to Mo for Will's Sister Rosie's funeral. She was killed saturday morn its awful and i'll fill ya in on it all when i get back

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Met with the surgeon yesterday. He is just awesome. I am so happy he is my surgeon. The last step has been done. My insurance submittal went in today and now its just a wait and see game. I hear it doesnt take long once it gets submitted to be approved so lets hope this is the case.The Surgeon said he would get me scheduled quickly once the insurance approval comes in. So lets all pray that this

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Eleven years ago today I gave birth to my daugter Ellisha Cheree Sellers. She weighed in at 7lbs 2 oz and was 20 inches long. After a very long and hard labor I had her at 8:10 p.m. I can not believe that my baby girl is already 11 years old. She is such an amazing child. She loves life and is so full of life. I can not imagine this world without her in it. She is my baby girl and I love her. She

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Well things are going ok. Will has had a major change in moods after seeing his shrink and her upping his dosage of Effexor. He is suppose to be weaning off of it because it causes seriouse weight gain, but when he gets down to a lower dose he loses his mind. He becomes the madman I described below.Ok so we do have an update sort of. He ran into his 1st SGT today and he asked Will when he was

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Ok so some of you know whats going on...for others I will fill you in. Yesterday and lastnight was hell in our house. It all started at around 11:00 a.m. We returned from Honolulu for my visit with 3 of the doctors working on my surgery team. I was cleared and scheduled for wednesday next week to meet with the surgeon and set a date. So we should of been celebrating. Well on the way home Will's

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http://interested-participant.blogspot.com/Ok so I found this blog and have been reading it, after watching CNN Nancy Grace tonight where a school teacher was being charged with Sexual assault on a cmale student age 16. Anyways it got me to think about my own youth. I will for warn you this is pretty screwed up I will be naming some people whom you may know (If you are from my childhood area).Ok

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This is a morph of me and my sister...I so wish I looked like her, maybe just maybe someday

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Well after a rough night with my pain in the ass I finally fell asleep after a few pain pills and a beer. Got up this morning and started cooking for our mini BBQ. Then headed to the beach. I really have to take the camera so you can see ZIGGY in action. Sam almost surfed today he is getting braver and braver he actualy stood today, of course he fell over board and freaked out but over all he did

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Literally I have a pain in my ass. I have had hemoroids since I had Ellisha. Usualy they stay rather small and dont bother me much. Omg not this week. Nope the one I have swelled up to the size of a large thumb and grew 2 little babies. I swear I feel like I am going to be giving birth out my ass. I went to the doc yesterday and bless her heart she gave me some cream with steroids to use, she

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Well today I had a doctors appointment at 7:50 a.m. Traffic is so bad where we live so we had to leave at 5:00 a.m. so Will could go to work at 6:30 so I could have the van. So needless to say I hadnt eaten anything. I got home around 10:00a.m. and my sweet baby girl had made pan-cakes for the boys to eat. They were very pretty red and green sprinkles in them. She asked if I wanted one but being

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Today was a good day. Even though I would of much rather been sleeping, instead Will and I took a walk while Sammy rode his bike. We walked up to the little store up the road, it's about a mile so I feel much better. It was rather hot but it was wrth it. The exercise felt good. On a sad note though Will was informed by his pshycologist that he was deployable. So that means it for sure that he

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AM I so Tired all of the time? I could sleep my life away if I wanted to. I get up and within an hour or so I am so exhausted that I can barely move. What the heck is going on? Here I live on the beach and could be out swimming everyday but no I'd rather sleep my life away. I am not depressed I know, after all I am on 2 types of anti depressants, one for anxiety and one for a preventative of

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Well today was a great day. Went to my dietician and pyschologists appointment. They were so good to me, they said that because Will is leaving at the end of July they would sign off my stuff so that I can get the surgery ASAP. See their say so impacts whether or not you get the surgery. So in 6 weeks I should be having my bypass. I am so excited because Will gets leave June 28 - July 12 so I

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My hubby may be heading back to Iraq in Nov/Dec for the 3rd time in 4 years. He suffers from depression and up until now has been non deployable but if he doesnt deploy then they will kick him out so I think he may be talking to his shrink and having her lift his status. This will be a 15 month tour. I have mixed emotions for this. I am hoping that if he does get deployed they will move my

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Well the day is fast approaching that we will be moving outta this rat hole and onto the beautiful shores of Ewa Beach. Our new house is exactly across the street from the beach, how cool is that my view out my livingroom window is the ocean. Cable will not be turned on there til May 8th. So my family and I will be going through some major withdrawls of no interent. Anyways my phone number is the

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So monday I had my appointment at Queens Medical center for my initial consult and it is pretty much a go. I only have to follow the dieticians guid and then in 3 months I should be scheduled for my Gastric Bypass. I am excited.Also Will and I have decided to move. Yep we are moving to the beach. We will downsize to a 3 bedroom but the boys can share a room so its no biggy and we'll be within

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Reading this poem was so much like reading something I would of written years ago. I felt exactly like Nicole. I remeber being 27-28 years old crying myself to sleep wondering why my mom couldnt love me like a mom was suppose to. Now at the age of almost 35 I finally have a good relationship with her. I hope someday Nicole and her mom can have a great relationship and heal.Written By: Nicole

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I got the referral to go to Queens Medical Center for the RNY surgery. I am so happy and also suprised at how easy it has actualy been. Trippler is much harder to get through for the surgery. There are women who have been in the program for 3 years. It seems to me that Trippler just wants to make you give up. I am so lucky to have such a great PCM. She is awesome I have never in a million years

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-51526016025246242762007-03-02T15:59:00.000-10:002007-03-02T16:04:01.091-10:00

Well my friend Gina was scheduled for an induction today for the baby she is carrying for another couple. When they called for the appointment this morning they were full so she has to call back hourly. I am keeping her little girl who is the same age as Sam and let me tell you he is not happy at all. He is so use to being the baby and is having a hard time having other people show attention to

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-7347480358705295382007-03-01T06:57:00.000-10:002007-03-01T07:01:10.295-10:00

My sweet lovely daughter decided she wanted to play football with our missionaries tuesday night and she dove for the ball and yep you guessed it broke her color bone again. So off to the ER we go sit for hours to be told what I already knew. They didnt have a figure 8 brace so she is in a sling and in an hour we will be going to the doctor to see if they have one for her. They have a consult in

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-85519879823426478822007-02-23T18:02:00.000-10:002007-02-23T18:07:05.831-10:00

So I went and had a pg test done at the lab today and got home laid down and low and behold when I woke up I had started my period. I know that this is whats ment to be. I mean I have 3 beautiful children and a wonderful husband. We have finally gotten ourselves out of the finacial mess we had ourselves in. I can now go on and have the RNY and get healthy. If after I lose the weight and Will and

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-86746647102842494882007-02-22T22:04:00.000-10:002007-02-22T22:07:21.326-10:00

Ok so I should of started my period on the 15th and here it is the 22nd. I have been having cramping on my left side but no af. I have creamy cm. I had my tubes tied 4 years ago this past Dec. Could it be that I got pg anyways? If thats so it will truely be a miracle because Will and I have only had sex 2 or 3 times this whole month, plus the fact that my tubes are tied. I wonder should I go get

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-24727798522700541952007-02-19T23:02:00.000-10:002007-02-19T23:07:49.025-10:00

So my friend Tammy calls me up at 2:00pm and invited Will and I to a birthday party for her oldest daughter Sherry who is turning 30. It was at the Hawaii Prince Hotel. The meal was paid for. I of course accepted and Will, Sam, and I all went. Now let me tell you if you are not local some of this food will freak you right out. They had octopus there (I tried it) it was not bad tasting but getting

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-2203739013936679342007-02-17T20:03:00.000-10:002007-02-17T20:50:57.001-10:00

So thursday was a busy day. Will and I ran errands all day then got home just in time to change clothes and head to the track for our monthly manditory run for the WLS. I was nervouse as I didnt think I'd know anyone. I show up and parked right next to me is a really nice lady from church. She and I sign in and then we along with Will started our laps. I walked 3 laps in about 40 minutes a total

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-56512358251666124742007-02-13T07:57:00.000-10:002007-02-10T18:23:21.261-10:00

Ok so I went to my doctor a week ago friday and she put in a referral so I can have the RNY done at a civilian hospital rather then waiting the 2 years or so that Trippler is requiring so anyways called yesterday and they never got the referral so now I have to go back to the doc and have her resend the refferal. I am inpatient and want this to happen already. I know its for my own good that it

Beckahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10814222132723080856noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11807089.post-662691266038244972007-02-10T18:09:00.000-10:002007-02-09T21:35:54.094-10:00

Her name is Maria Rosa. She was born 2 weeks ago. Her Mom Gabby is 15 and she lived with us last year for almos a year and the day she left here she got pregnant. We love Gabby as if she were our own child and now we love Maria the same. Here are pictures.

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